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Originally Posted by Kelliesfan01

I know my problems aren't as severe as other people's, and I am VERY thankful for that ... but if something makes you upset, it's still a problem or issue isn't it? I don't know that I necesarily have a problem but I'll still go ahead and post this anyway. I think I am over all a pretty well grounded person. I get good grades in school, I've never been in any real trouble, I stand up for anyone I feel people are being mean to, I try to get along with everyone and be considerate and understanding, I am a very loyal person and I stand by my beliefs and opinions, I NEVER ask for anything (except maybe a couple times throughout the year that we go to the store on a Tuesday to pick up a new cd or something lol), and yet I feel as though that's never good enough. I see my friends and other people geting what ever they want when ever they want, and sometimes they're not the nicest to others and such. Like I said, I never ask for anything, but it seems like everytime I want something so bad, it never works out for me. I thought that Karma was real, I feel like I'm always trying to do the right thing but I'm never returned the favor. Maybe this all sounds selfish, and for that I am sorry - but I really am not, I'm just tired of always trying to do my best and do the right thing, and I get nothing ... and there are other people out there who do nothing and are just so mean and get whatever they want. I know noone ever said life was fair, but that dosn't mean it shouldn't be ...

and if you guys don't mind, I would like to edit this later, I just needed to express my feelings and I don't want to keep this out on the net forever

I feel things will even out for you eventually.